She shook her head simply as we turned a corner past hunting equipment.
We trudged ahead. Aisle ten, pots and pans. Aisle nine, lamps. Aisle eight, laxatives and lady things.
Aisle five, extension cords. Aisle four, plywood furniture.
“Next!,” the photo lady shouted. Her voice was rough and strident. I could tell she had a two pack a day habit. She was dressed entirely in black and moved with the gracefulness of a beached sea lion. She was masculine in her demeanor as she made adjustments and fine tuned camera angles.
My attention on the photographic proceedings was broken by a message piping in overhead.
I looked at a Southern woman standing nearby. She was overweight and oily. Her day glow green spandex pants and matching tee shirt were visually overpowering. Her shopping ensemble reminded me of a traffic snarl in Beijing.
“Behave!,” she said promptly.
I hoisted my son over my head and spun him around like a maneuver I had seen on WWF. I was the Iron Sheik and he was the “Baby” Junk Yard Dog.
“A.C. Stop it. You’re going to make him sick.” The voice was suddenly recognizable. The wife was pissed and glaring at me with a motherly tone that demanded respect. “You’ll get him dirty for his picture,” She said.
I tossed the kid over my head and started the airplane noise he enjoyed so much.
We continued our flight through a blur of toys and bikes and sporting goods. He was smiling effusively, flying effortlessly through a child’s most intense fantasy. Other children, seven and eight years of age stopped to look at my son in Awe. They were below us, everywhere, playing with games and toys on the shimmering linoleum.
Like so many homeless midgets, these children appeared to be fatherless, left alone in the toy department to entertain themselves. And here before them was a gargantuan dad, loud and forceful, throwing caution and his tiny delicate son to the wind. I could feel their emptiness as they stared up at us with those big, sad puppy dog eyes.
Bad moment to be the only pair of gonads in line. The aisle got cold and dark like vampires had descended from the rafters and drained eveyrone’s blood.
“No,” the wife said testily. “The line hasn’t moved at all. This woman doesn’t know what she’s doing.”
Unexpectedly, a woman with a large face pushed her way into my shopping space.
“What’s the hold up today?,” I asked.
“She’s posing all these other children in five and six different poses. First the cowboy hat, then the balloons. It’s too much. Taking too long. Doesn’t she realize we’re back here waiting?”
Obviously not, I thought to myself as I stared at the photo lady. She looked disorganized and uninterested. She was sloth like and generally repulsive. I imagined her terrible life as a recovering alcoholic, living in a one bedroom, cock roach infested apartment on the other side of th tracks in Raleigh. Globs of sweat were rolling down her hairy cheeks. This wasn’t a job to her. This was hell on Earth. She was struggling to maintain her sanity as she posed one puddle of flesh after another on the raised platform.
My thoughts were interrupted by my wife’s impatient voice. “A.C., this sucks. I’m hot. I’m sweating. My back hurts from standing here. Even the kid is worn out.”
I looked down at the child. His eyes were securely shut. He was snoring discernibly over the background announcement of another incredible K-Mart shopping opportunity.
“Do you wanna go?,” I said quietly.
I was pissed. We had waited in line for more than ninety minutes, and we were going home empty handed. The glass doors whooshed open. A broiling noxious wind assaulted our senses as we made our way into the hazy afternoon.
I eventually got that “official” kid photo. And now with digital photography, I think I have enough images of that kid to wall paper the Grand Canyon.